Do you know what I decided? I'm going back to school. I'm going to actually bother getting a B.A.

This happened over the events of four days. Firstly I got annoyed at my job and reached a limit. While upset and looking to finally make a change, even if for petty reasons I realized there was a school not too far or too expensive.

I'm doing this for real.

Does this make me impulsive? That I would just go back to school on what is, essentially, a whim? It probably does but... I'm still not over it. You know when it sets in that something is real? That just happened.

I don't even know what I am saying or doing anymore. I am just freaking out that I'm jumping in the deep end here after next to no planning. Of course the last time I did that... it turned out alright.